Self Explanatory :)
When you’re here,you hold me close.
Although you’re just holding me, I am captivated.
I admire the way you glide your finger tips across my skin.
I run my hands along every inch of your body
My imagination roams freely
I hope you don’t notice
I’ve been told to never let them see you swear
But…I can hardly keep my composure around you.
It’s much more than the physical
Even your conversations get to me
My mind keeps those moments on repeat
Your kiss has me laying within a thin line between my needs and a fiend
Everyday I live my life, I wake up in optimism and sleep in joy. I am a walking exclamation point.
It’s become so part of my days that the people around me forget that I could ever feel down for a second.
I am so busy sometimes I forget about myself.
There are some days where I just don’t want to laugh…
I know; can you imagine? Me? Not laughing?
It’s the in between.
It’s like the purgatory for emotions. I’m not necessarily sad but I’m not outstandingly excellent either.
It’s the dull grey that covers the sky after it rains in the morning.
Even though you know the sun is coming out, it’s still ugly before that happens.
The In between; it’s like that meal you eat, not because you were craving it but because your mother would nag you if you didn’t.
The In between, it’s the blah and the ehhh and blehh in your feeling.
It’s not the bottom nor is it the high.
It’s that feeling where you just want to lay there and think….
Tonight I’ll sleep in hopes of waking up and optimism and continuing to live my life in my exclamation point.